Center is where I see myself
In the beginning
I`m sitting in the middle
of a crowded room
Nobody hears me
Trying to reach out
Just trying to scream out
I`m so pathetic is how I see myself
I`m just a joke
I`m running out this life
People tell me not to waste it
But how can I taste it
When I never lived
When I never loved
When I never lied

I`m just a stain
I`m trying to make my mark
On a spot that`s been dark
for a long time
Been a long time since a panic
Broken down a systematic life
that God gave me.
So try to save my faith
that`s going out the window
That I`m looking down from
One more step and I`ll be
on the ground from a sinner
Try to make a true believer
Well, ho, I never was

You`ll probably run and hide

Life reality hits me in the stomach
Aches like a fist in my mouth
I should have said nothing
To make everything fall apart
n my face
Well you`re the one who`s crying
So try to see the world from
the flipside
Running out of line with no one
ever watching my back
Ah, cold mother f**ker
Never seem to realize
I`m not your wanna be

You`ll probably run and hide

Center is where I see myself
In the beginning
I`m sitting in the middle
of a crowded room
Nobody hears me
Trying to reach out
Just trying to scream out
I`m so pathetic is how I see myself
I`m just a joke
I`m running out this life
People tell me not to waste it
But how can I taste it
When I never lived or f**king lied